IX

I HAD MANY reasons to suppose that the book was meant for me. Many signs pointed to the fact that it had been presented to me as a special duty, a personal mission and lieutenancy. I realised that when it came down to it, no one else considered himself to be its owner — not even Rudolf, who had served it, rather. To him it was essentially an alien thing. He was like a reluctant and lazy serf with the obligation of a corvée. At times, jealousy flooded his heart with bitterness. He mutinied internally against his role as the steward of a treasure that no longer belonged to him. He gazed with envy at the reflection of faraway worlds wandering across my face in a quiet scale of colours. Only mirrored in my features could he perceive the remote gleam from those pages, in which his soul had no part to play.